school sux 1

Im finally finished all my midterm examinations....or so i thougt. I forgot that i had a paper due on wensday so when i finish that and turn it in i will finally be done. I dont know why but it seems the more that i stay in school the more out of focus i get. I dont know if i have something but all i want to do is sleep, and i have a tendency to pass out at night instead of going to bed. Ahhh i miss the days of freshman and sophomore year, when i could take 17 credits being in 3 diffrent groups and organizations, have 2 jobs, go out and party and drink, study for all my classes, and still have time to relax, have a relationship and friends, and sleep at night (well at least for 3 hours) ahhh to be young again. Now i do have 3 jobs, i am only part of 1 organization no relationship, no friends, only 16 credits and i still dont have enough for proper sleep, studying, or to go out. i dont know whats wrong with me. Oh well only a day and a half more and i will be done for spring break. And what great getaway do i get to go to....................Work right here in freezing philly. Its ok, while my friends are on some great warm island getting drunk and having random encounters i can be here working, studying and cleaning... fun fun fun. Hey if it gets warmer i might even do some exploring of philadelphia. So many people promised to take me around, but never got a chance because their schedules got to busy. So i might just go along and do some exploring on my own (So if you dont hear from me again tel my mom i love her) granted the only place i know is south st, broad st, maybe where the art musuem is, and all the malls. who knows. I just hope i dont go shopping which i know i will. Any way i should be getting back to work...lol yea right. ill probably write again today. Until then.. stay blessed.